Predjelo: Paralelni svijetovi + Intuicija

Biramo svoju sudbinu. Donekle. Imamo slobodnu volju odabira do neke mjere. Ne želimo se s nečim suočiti – ne moramo – sada. Kad-tad ćemo morati. U ovom ili slijedećim životima. Tanka je granica između totalnog zabrijavanja u sfere paralelnog postojanja, svijeta anđela i ‘umrlih duša’, viših nivoa postojanja, zakona svemira, reinkarnacije…i življenja života na zemlji. Jednom nogom živimo ovdje, a drugom nogom tamo. Naš život se doista paralelno odvija na nekoliko nivoa. Nivoi na kojima postojimo, Guruji kaže da su to fizičko, suptilno i kauzalno tijelo. U Theta Iscjeljivanju su drugi nazivi za isto: ego, više ja i duša. No, to je tek nijansa razumijevanja našeg istinskog cjelokupnog postojanja.

Ovdje na zemlji smo ograničene percepcije: ušima, očima, nosom, dodirom i okusom doživljavamo svijet. Procesuiramo informacije i prosuđujemo intelektom, a intuiciju ili dodir s dušom koristimo najmanje. Često nam se miješaju intelekt, misli i emocije s intuicijom, pa je ne čujemo u njenom najčišćem obliku. Stoga: meditacija, vježbe disanja, znanje, svjesnost; razvijanje navike uma da vidi pozitivno, ne samo negativno i slično tome. Tada nam se intuicija prikazuje nešto jasnije. Kada jasno dobijemo ‘poruku’ – osjećaj, odlučnost da nešto napravimo – to je intuicija. Toliko osjećaš da je nešto ispravno da nemaš izbora, nego napraviti to što ti je došlo.

Tko zna što to sve još može biti, osim govora tvoje vlastite duše: netko te energetski potiče da nešto napraviš, preci te nagovaraju da obaviš nešto za njih? Nije sve tako jednostavno, a opet…Jest.

Ako te strah nepoznatih energija, ljudi, tuđih gurua i bogova, znaj da imaš malo povjerenja u savršenstvo prirode/ postojanja/ beskonačnog svemira/ jedinstva.

Ako znaš da postoji SVAŠTA u vidljivom i nevidljivom svijetu, i dopuštaš da postoji, da ti se razvija prirodna znatiželja da znaš nešto o tome bez pretjerane grozničavosti – zdravije.  

Ako pak slijepo vjeruješ u sve što čuješ, pročitaš i osjetiš i opsjedaš se energijama, ljudima koji čaraju i duhovima, ona iskuliraj.

Salata: Viđenje/ Pogled unutra

Kad intuitivno gledam nešto za sebe, obično mi je sve nejasno, kada gledam za druge oslikava mi se kao na HD televiziji. Zanimljivo je da uvijek vidim ono što je potrebno drugoj osobi da čuje, a ne nešto što se meni htjelo da vidim.

Što ja to vidim? I kako se to vidi? Da počnemo otpočetka: meditiram redovito oko osam godina, vježbam svakodnevno Sudarshan Kriyu, izrazito pročišćujuću tehniku disanja. To mi je osnova. Tamo negdje 2011. su mi se u meditaciji počele pojavljivati slike koje nisam dotada nikada vidjela. Djelići mozaika naknadno složeni u cjelovitije slike. U početku je sve bilo mutno, nejasno, gomile informacija, poslije se slagalo u jasnije slike, detaljnije i točnije informacije.

Primjer da lakše shvatiš očemu pričam: Vidiš u snu bakin broš, koji nikada nisi vidio prije, ali znaš da je bakin, znaš od kojeg materijala, znaš da su s tobom ljudi, poimence ih možeš nabrojati, iako ih ni ne vidiš u toj slici. Osjećaš kakva je atmosfera, cijelu pozadinu scene: netko je upravo našao broš u travi, dao ti ga u ruke; broš je jako star, ti si specijalist za srednji vijek i promatraš detalje na temelju kojih bi mogao odrediti točniju starost samog broša. Vidiš jednu scenu, ili dio scene, a pritom jednostavno znaš dodatnih petsto detalja.

Postoji tehnika u Art of livingu, zove se davanje blagoslova. Jako je jednostavno, ne treba se pretjerano koncentrirati niti truditi. (Sve s čim se bavim je tako nekako, lako, jednostavno, nenaporno, a efikasno). Jedno vrijeme sam davala puno blagoslova, te su mi počele dolaziti sličice. Kako sam svakodnevno davala blagoslove na daljinu (postoji online sustav traženja blagoslova, pa ako želiš, možeš slati ljudima), počela sam moći vidjeti/ osjetiti kome dajem blagoslov. Dolazili bi mi djelići slika i osjećaja osobe kojoj šaljem blagoslov. Bez obzira što bi pisalo u rubrici za traženje blagoslova, ja bih osjetila nešto što nije pisalo, kao na primjer da je osoba trudna ili da živi jako daleko, ili da je jako tužna, ili da je problem mali i da će brzo biti riješen.

Nisam nikako mogla znati je li to istina, počelo me zamarati. Uživala sam slati blagoslove i nije bilo važno znam li ili osjećam kome šaljem, znala sam da što treba ide tamo gdje treba ići. Pustila sam.

Imala sam snažnu želju davati blagoslove. Učitelj koji me podučio tehnici blagoslova mi je rekao da samo počnem nuditi, i da će ljudi dolaziti. Rekao mi je da mogu blagosloviti prirodu, ili državu, neki princip i slično. Počela sam blagoslivljati drveće, pa i planinu. Osjetila sam takvu snažnu povezanost, lakoću osjećanja prirode. Odmah mi je bilo jasno da mogu pitati nešto i da će mi odgovor doći.

Pitala sam planinu jel’ je boli kada je ljudi raskopavaju (kamenolomi su mi oduvijek bili fascinantni, te ujedno i zastrašujući; nasilno otkidanje komada mi se nije činilo prirodno). Planina mi je rekla da je percepcija ljudi drugačija od prirode, i da ona sebe doživljava prvenstveno dijelom cjelokupne zemljine kore. Kao takva, te sitne izmjene na njenoj površini što rade ljudi joj nisu niti bolne, niti nije da se ne može regenerirati. Istovremeno sam osjetila, ili mi je rečeno u toj komunikaciji, da se čovjek približio rubu izdržljivosti zemlje i zemljine kore, i da prirodi nije problem sve posložiti kako treba, ako zatreba. Meni se osobno sviđa izraz: zemlja će nas progutati. Ona je puno jača i veća od nas, kad pretjeramo ona će nas poklopiti po glavi.

Zatim sam grlila stabla s tadašnjim cimerom, i osjećala ih. Neka su bila razgovorljiva, neka su imala snažnu prisutnost koja je išla na gore, druga su imala šireću energiju. Malo sam pospikala s par njih, pitala ih što im nije ružno boraviti između dvije asfaltirane ceste s puno autiju, pa su mi rekla da stabla ne doživljavaju neugodu na isti način kao ljudi, kako je to neka druga vrsta svijesti, drugi način doživljavanja života, bez neugode, bez smrti. Život ne počinje niti ne prestaje, on jest, samo se ulijeva iz jednog kalupa u drugi i stoga nema potrebe za patnjom. Jedno stablo sam pitala mogu li ga blagosloviti, pa mi je stablo reklo da će ono mene blagosloviti. To je bilo suludo lijepo. Kao da ti majka priroda da prekrasan uljuljkujući zagrljaj. Sve je to meni bilo lijepo kao jednokratno iskustvo (za vas nepovjerljive: ne, nisam bila na tripu), ali nije se to meni dalo nešto prečesto raditi, ima i drugih stvari u životu nego pričati sa stablima. Pustila sam.

Nedugo nakon toga mi se otvorila prilika da završim tečaj Theta Iscjeljivanja, koji je upravo podučavao kako uspostaviti jasnu i čistu komunikaciju s izvorom svega što jest, sa svojom vlastitom intuicijom, s inteligencijom svemira. Odmah sam navalila kao malo dijete željno čipsa i bajadere. Svaki dan sam vježbala kako intuitivno očitavati ljude i na koji način im pomagati da dođu, sami ili uz malu pomoć, do korijena svojih blokada. Zatim kako sa što dubljeg nivoa otpuštati te blokade? Koliko se može otpustiti ovisi o osobi. To još nisam u potpunosti pustila.

Juha: Razgovori s dušama

Neko vrijeme su na mene navalile duše iz prošlosti, pa sam razgovarala s precima, umrlima, s kim god tko bi mi pao napamet. Sa svakim s kim god je netko drugi htio razgovarati. Do toga se dođe vrlo lako, samo treba biti opušten i pustiti duši da se izrazi kako želi. Kad umremo, ono što ostaje iza nas je kao kakav balon impresija. Duša se inkarnira u novo tijelo, ali impresija starog života ostaje postojati negdje u vrijeme-prostoru i može joj se prići kao individui. Možeš joj pomoći da se oslobodi nekih impresija, ako vidiš da je potrebno, ali isto tako treba pustiti vremenu i prirodi da odradi svoje i ne se previše petljati u svijet kojeg trenutno nismo potpuno aktivni dio. Ipak, važno je nekada moći biti u kontaktu s osobom, iako više nije u tijelu – kako bi se otpustile naše neispunjene želje, kako bi izgovorili nešto što nismo stigli, da čujemo što ima novog. Šalim se za ovo zadnje (ili ne?).

Duše nam također mogu reći svašta zanimljivo o fenomenu vremena i protjecanju istog na različitim nivoima postojanja. O prijelazu između svijetova. Ako su razgovorljivi i ako ih znaš pitati prava pitanja.

Isto tako se možeš obraćati životinjama, biljkama, kristalima, organima u tijelu itd. Sve ima svoj jezik na kojem se možeš sporazumjeti – jezik duše, postojanja.

Trudim se biti suzdržana, ali teško je. Prvi put iskušavam publiku s još malo neuobičajenijim sferama svog života. Nadam se da neće svi pobjeći glavom bez obzira. Ja uistinu vjerujem u ono što govorim.

Guruji se detaljnije osvrnuo na temu smrti, baš nedavno. Pričao je o tome kako postoje različite loke ili svjetovi, ja ih nazivam razinama. Kako nakon smrti ideš ili kod anđela ili predaka. U jednom trenutku je u detalje sve objašnjavao i onda je zastao na tren i rekao: “Nije važno je li vjeruješ u to ili ne, ja znam da je to tako.” Isto tako je rekao kako jogini mogu birati hoće li se vratiti ili ne. Ako si previše vezan za nešto, onda si stjeran na daljnje inkarniranje.

Kad sam bila dijete, pokušavajući razumjeti raj, pitala bih se: ako je toliko ljudi već umrlo na ovom svijetu, i ako ih je većina u raju – nije li tamo baš velika gužva? Reinkarnacija mi je toliko logična. Ima mi više smisla, nego da ne postoji ništa i onda umreš.

Možda sam ja samo sanjar, a ovo je jedan veliki san. Možda nije samo ovaj svijet zabluda/maya, možda je i sve ono što osjećam i vidim onkraj ovog vidljivog svijeta isto samo zabluda. Tko će ti to znati? Glavno da se zabavljamo!

Prilog: Dogovori duša

Za neke stvari postoje pravila koja se ne mogu zaobići, a jedan dio je slobodna volja, naš odabir. Prije nego se rodimo obično nam je određeno gdje ćemo se roditi i u kojem trenutku. Imamo neke zadatke koje moramo rješavati, naučiti, koje možemo odgađati do nekog vremena. Isto tako si možemo nakalemiti gomilu toga za odraditi, ako mislimo da smo spremni proći ta iskustva. Nekad se znamo prenagliti, preuzeti previše zadataka. Donekle smo zaštićeni od pretjerivanja.

Naša duša se dogovara s drugim dušama, prije ulaska u tijelo: tko će joj biti roditelji, sestre, dečki, cure – taj sami odnos je manje važan. Što je više važno su vrste interakcija koje dogovaramo, obično su to transakcije. Ti si meni dužan to i to, ja ću tebi to i to priuštiti.

Primjer dogovora: Ajmo provesti neko vrijeme skupa u slijedećem životu, ali ne bih da budemo prebliski, već smo puno puta bili, no voljela bih da se sretnemo. Dobro, onda ti mene možeš podržati, ili mi otvoriti mogućnost da budem duhovniji, a ja ću tebi zauzvrat pružiti baš dobru zabavu, lijep, skladan odnos, bez previše drame, može? Može. I slično tome.

Većinom biramo roditelje sami, nekad se oni ponude da nam budu roditelji, ali mi ih odobravamo. Tako da sve ono koprcanje kontra roditelja pada u vodu, jer smo ih uistinu sami birali. Neka iskustva zatražimo, ali ne odredimo im vrijeme događanja, kažemo, u nekom periodu (od par-10ak godina).

Glavno jelo: Tvoje Iskustvo/Promišljanje ________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________ ________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________ ________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________

Za desert biram: Gurua

Kakvog smisla bi imalo biti na zemlji, sa svim zemaljskim problemčićima i preprekama, kada ne bi bilo Gurua? Želim ili doći kao rođeni jogi, po zadatku, prosvjetljena ili ako dolazim s vrećom govana koju treba isprazniti, ne bih bez da mi je Guru tu da me potsjeća da su mi sva ta govna virtualna. I da sam uistinu svjetlost.

A da dođem, pa da u neznanju patim. Žasu.

Guru kaže: “Život nije privremen, život je vječan.”

Moj slobodni prijevod: “Smrt je prolazni događaj, život je vječan.”

Pitanja? ______________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________

Hors-d’oeuvre: Parallel worlds + Intuition

We choose our own destiny. Somewhat. We are free to choose, to a certain extent. If we do not wish to face something – we do not have to – now. Sooner or later we will have to. In this one or lives to come.

Thin is the line between: going off into the sphere of parallel existence, the worlds of angels and ‘dead souls’, higher levels of existence, laws of the universe, reincarnation…and living the human life on earth. With one foot here, the other there. Our life is truly happening in a few parallel levels we exist on. Guruji calls them the physical, subtle and causal body. In Theta Healing there are different words for the same: the ego, the higher self and the soul. This is just a nuance to understanding our true all-encompassing existence.

Here on earth, our perception is limited to ears, eyes, nose, touch and taste – through which we experience the world. We process information and make judgements by using the intellect; our intuition, the communication with the soul we set aside. Often the intellect, thoughts and emotions get mixed with our intuition, we tend not to listen in the purest form. Therefor: meditation, breathing techniques, knowledge, awareness; developing the habit of the mind to catch on the positive, not only the negative etc. Then our intuition presents itself a bit more clearly to us.

When we get a ‘message’, a feeling, urge to do something – that is intuition. You can get the feeling something is the right thing to do so powerfully – that is intuition. You feel it so much to be correct that you have no choice, you need to do whatever came to you. Who knows really, what all else it could be, except your soul talking to you.

Someone might be urging you to do something energetically, your ancestors can be asking you to do something for them? Not all is as simple….yet it is.

If you are afraid of unknown energies, other people, someone else’s gurus and gods, know that you have little trust in the perfection of nature/ existence /the limitless universe/ unity.

If you know all sorts of things exist in the seen and unseen worlds, and allow it to be, to allow a natural curiosity to come over you, without feverishness – is a little more healthy.

If you blindly trust everything you hear, read and feel, if you are obsessed with energies, people who might be doing weird things, then cool it down.

Salad: Seeing / View onto the inside

When I intuitively want to see something for myself, it is usually not clear. When I am looking for others, I see it as clear as HD television. What is interesting is that I always see what is necessary for the other person to hear, not what I desire to see.

What is it I see? How do I see? Let me start from the beginning: I am meditating regularly for eight years, practising Sudarshan Kriya daily, a powerful cleansing technique. That is my base. Then sometime in 2011 I started getting images in my meditations. Pieces of a mosaic that later came together in more clearer images. At first I saw it more like in dreams, when you suddenly know a whole lot, but actually see only a detail. In the beginning it was blurred, unclear, a heap of information in that one detail of an image. Later I saw more and more clear images, more detailed and more accurate information.

To give an example: in your dream you see a grandmother’s brooch you have never seen before, but you know it belongs to this granny, you can say which material it is made out of, you know people are with you, you can mention them by name, even though you might not even see them in that particular image.

You can asses the atmosphere, and the entire background of the scene – for example someone had just found the brooch in the grass and gave it to you to observe it more closely, it is very old, you are a middle ages specialist, you are observing the details in order to determine its age. You see only one scene, or a part of it, but along with that you know a hundred other details.

There is a technique in the Art of living, called the blessing. It is quite simple, there is no need of hard concentration or effort to give a blessing (all the things I do seem to be similar, quite easy, simple, without effort, yet efficient). For some time I was giving a lot of blessings, soon I started to get little pieces of images as I described above. I was sending blessings on a daily basis (there is an online system to ask for blessings, if you are a blesser you can send people blessings from afar as well).

After several weeks I could see/ feel who the blessing was going to. I would see tiny pieces of images or feelings coming from the person I was sending the blessing to. No matter what kind of information was stated in the request, I would feel that the person is pregnant or that they lived far away, or that they were sad, or that their problem was tiny and that it will be dealt with soon – such little things. I could not know if it was true or not, what I was seeing, and it became tiring.

I enjoyed giving blessings and it was not important if I knew or felt who is receiving, as long as I knew it was going to the right place, to the right person. I let go.

I had a powerful urge to give more blessings, so the teacher who gave me the knowledge of the blessing technique told me to go ahead and that people will come to me. He also said I could bless nature, or a country, a principle and such. I started with blessing trees and then a mountain. I felt such a strong connection, an ease in experiencing nature, that I instantly knew I could ask things and that the answers would come. I asked the mountain if it hurt when people dug into it (I found stone quarries to be fascinating, but at the same time scary; breaking off chunks of something so big, I could never really make peace with it). The mountain told me that the perception of people is different than the one from nature, and that it sees itself primarily as a part of the entirety of the earth’s surface. As such, the tiny changes on its surface that people made were not so hurtful, neither impossible for her to regenerate from.

At the same time, I understood, that man has indeed come closer to the limitation of earth’s endurance abilities, and that nature has no issues with dealing with things in her own way. I personally like the expression: the earth shall devour us. She is so much stronger and bigger than us; once we cross the line, she will thump us on the head.

Then I went tree-hugging with my roommate, and felt the trees. Some were talkative, some had a powerful presence that felt like going upwards, for others more like spreading outwards. I spoke to a few of them, asked them if they had not had a bad life, there, in between two roads filled with cars. They told me that trees do not have the same sense of discomfort as human beings, that it is a different type of consciousness, another way of experiencing life, with no discomfort nor death. How life neither starts nor ends, it just is, pours from one mould into the next and therefor finds there is no need for suffering.

I asked one tree if I could bless it, so the tree told me it would bless me. That was crazy beautiful. As if mother nature is giving you a caring hug. All this was cool for me as a one-time experience (for the non-believers: no, I was not tripping on acid), but I felt no need to go into it too often, there are other things to life than talking to trees. I let go.

Soon after, an opportunity came for me to do a Theta Healing course, it was on topic, how to establish a clear and firm communication with the source of all that is, with your own intuition, the intelligence of the universe. I jumped on it as a kid would when it sees crisps and praline chocolates. I practiced every day how to intuitively read people and how to come to the point, alone or with assistance, of the root of things that were blocking them, and how to, from the deepest level possible, release them of it. How much can get released depends on the person, really.

Soup: Chatting up soul impressions

For a time I had all these past souls on me, so I spoke to ancestors, the deceased, everyone who would come to mind. Anyone who was willing to chat. This is also done very easily, one just needs to be relaxed and allow the person to express themselves. When we die, what stays behind is a balloon of impressions. The soul incarnates into a new body, but the impression of the old life exists somewhere in time-space and you can approach it as you would that particular individual. You can help it release strong impressions, if you see it necessary, but it is equally important to allow time and nature to do its course and not get too involved into a world we are currently not a completely active part of. I let go.

Nevertheless, it can be important to be in touch with a person, even though they might not be in the body any longer – to let go of our own unfulfilled desires, speak out what we wanted to, hear what’s up. I am joking about this last part (or not?). Souls can also tell us all sorts of interesting facts about the phenomena of time on different levels of existence. About the passage between worlds. If they are talkative and you know what to ask. One can also address animals, plants, crystals, organs of the body etc. Everything has its own language in which you can talk to them – the language of the soul, of existence.

I am doing my best to speak in a restrained way, but it is hard. This is also the first time I am trying out my audience with even stranger areas of my life. I hope not everyone is going to just run away. I truly do believe in what I am saying.

Guruji just recently spoke on death. He was saying how there are different lokas or worlds, I call them levels. How after death you go and meet angels or ancestors. At one moment he went into such detail, and then stopped for a moment and said: “It does not matter if you believe this or not, I know that this is how it is”. He also said how a yogi can choose whether he/she will come back or not. If you are too attached to things, you will be pushed to incarnate again.

As a child, while trying to grasp the notion of heaven, I wondered to myself: if so many people have died already in this world, and most are in heaven – is it not such a big jam up there?

Reincarnation seems more logical. It has more sense to me, rather than nothing existing and then you die.

Maybe I am just a dreamer, and this is a big dream. Maybe not only this world is an illusion or maya, maybe all this what I feel and see beyond the visible world is also just a delusion. Who would know? The main thing is to keep having fun!

Side-dish: Soul agreements

Some things are governed by rules that cannot be avoided, some are free will, our choice. Before we are born, it is usually determined where and when we will be born. We have certain missions we need to do, what we need to learn and we can postpone it until a certain time. We can also choose to have a bunch of stuff to go through, if we feel we are ready to tackle them. Sometimes we can go ahead of ourselves, take on too many things, but we are, to a certain extent, protected from over-doing it.

Our soul makes agreements with other souls, before coming into the body: who will be its parents, sisters, boyfriends, girlfriends – the relationship is less important. What is more important is the type of interactions, and usually they are transactions. You owe me this and that, I will give you this.

For example: let us spend some time together in the next life, but let us not be too close, we already were so many times, but I would love to meet at some point. Good, so you can support me in this, or open me to spirituality more, and I will offer you some good fun, a harmonious relationship, with no drama, done? Done.

Etc. We mostly choose our parents on our own, sometimes they offer to be your parents, but we need to approve them. So all that rebel stuff we exert on our parents is good for nothing, because we have truly chosen them of our own accord. Some experiences we ask for, but do not necessarily decide on the timing, we say something like: sometime in that particular period (of a few-10 years).

Main dish: Your experience/ Reflexions ________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________ ________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________ ________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________

For dessert I choose: Guru

What point would it have to be on this earth, with all the earthly little problems and obstacles, when there would be no Guru? I would like to come either as a Yogi, by mission, enlightened, or if I am coming with a bag full of crap that needs to be emptied, I would not like to not have a Guru to remind me that all that crap is virtual. And that I am truly only light.

To be here, and suffer in ignorance. Horror, man!

Guru says: “Life is not temporary, life is eternal.”

Freely translated from my side: “Death is a temporary event, life is eternal.”

Questions?